FINALLY

I have finally started my blog that I had set up over 2 years ago. I knew what I wanted it to be about but I just didn't know anything about how to express it. Now I have an idea of how I want it to be expressed but I still don't understand it.

Basically, the idea behind this blog will be about my frustrations of trying to die to my flesh and live for Jesus instead of me. I am super frustrated with the whole concept of dying to my flesh since it is really alive and kicking. (Sometimes literally.) This is probably the hardest thing to do as a Christian and maybe even more so as a married man. I say this because most of everything that we are taught in the church is wrong concerning marriage, even the dying to the flesh part. This could be due to the fact that most pastors don't have the slightest grasp on what it means. That is completely understandable as the more I learn about this whole concept the more my flesh rejects it and just wants to give up on the whole thing.

To put it simply, knowing what I know now I would have been a lot more cautious when I became a Christian and just as cautious if not more when I got married. If you are married then you will be able to relate to what I am writing about and if not it may prepare you for the most challenging thing that you will ever do in your entire life. I will write more on this later. Peace